Monday, November 29, 2010

saved to drafts...oooops sent by mistake

Lying in bed, giddy with excitement because I finally have another form of communicating with him.  I usually text him and put it in my draft folder until I get the SAFE WORD sent to me.  I then send him all the saved drafts for him to enjoy my thoughts.  So, last night I did the same thing..almost.  I hit send instead of save to drafts.  CRAP!!  He is not going to like this.  What if his wife finds it?  What if they were in a dead sleep and the vibration on his phone on the nightstand wakes them both. Will they wake up, then argue or she will cry knowing he is talking to me again...or still.  I am very unhappy with myself for texting way to fast and hitting send.  I know he will not be happy either.  We have talked about being careful.  He is trusting me with his email address, well not really just IM on yahoo.  However, that is still something and it makes me happy to have another line of communication open.  I just hope after my stupidity last night it is still an option.  I really miss him and want to text, chat and talk with him again soon.  I really hope I did not sabotage things.