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Sprint is such buttwads.  I have had an air stick for internet since April.  It has NEVER worked. I am unable to get out of my contract.  I have spoken to over 20 people about this. I have spent $420 and never been able to use it.  Just Sayin!

A - Acceptance

Acceptance.. and Tolerance.. someone said today these are the key to a long term relationship.  Can this be true?  I am already pretty accepting of people.  I am pretty tolerable of others.  My relationships did not end due to the lack of either of those on my part.  Unless of course I was not accepting enough of someone being unfaithful.  Oh wait, I was accepting of that also.  Even that was not enough.  I stand by my original thought that it isn't enough to be accepting and tolerant of your mate.  More must be present for things to work out.  Laughing and smiling are a must.  Good work ethics, financial compatibility, similar goals and sexual chemistry are all important to me.  Perhaps other things are important to other people. 
My writing is rusty. Time for some practice.  I know this kinda sucked, I am going to try and write about a topic daily A-Z.  I am going to follow a fellow writers plan and do it on the first thing that pops in my head.  I have a feeling when I get to O, it may be ORGASM.

Swallowing Golf balls

Have you ever had the feeling of a golf ball stuck in your throat?  It has happened to me at the exact moment that something weird happens and my chest tightens up also.  When feelings overwhelm me and I begin second guessing why I even allow myself to get worked up about something I have no control over.  Then I remember that I do have control over me.  I can choose to spit the golf ball out or to continue to try to swallow it.  I will surely choke if I continue to try and swallow something I can not even begin to understand.  The safe option would be to spit it out and walk away.  However I think I can spit it out and evaluate the problem at hand and realize there is a time and place for everything.  The golf balls need to be left on the golf course.  The past needs to be left in the past. 

Net Worthiness

What is more important having more Net Worth or more Net Worthiness.?   I opened my year end statement and I am worth more money than I thought.  It really kinda made me smile.  Then I thought about it.  Am I worth the same amount of money dead as I am a alive?  If not why not?  If so..why?  This is a total brain teaser. I am not sure how to feel know to the exact dollar amount that Diya Miller is worth?

The Wall Around My Heart

"smirk" ...
I know all about the wall.. I also know when someone manages to rattle the mortar loose it is because they have made your heart do flips and loosened it. People spend way to much time looking for the special person they think they should spend forever with. I think Love finds you... not the other way around.... and I also believe that nobody has 1 person to stay with for life. Only for seasons, then... when the reason for them to be there has passed, then so will they, they will pass through your life, after having been there for a purpose.

However I do not want to give anyone, including him.. the impression it is a relationship.. that being said, it did get a little tricky since it began in Sept.
Because it is tricky to sleep in the same bed with someone and hold them or let them hold you several times... and then the intimacy line has been crossed where passion is left behind.

We are all hard to love at times, and it is hard for us to believe that anyone would love us unconditionally. Since nobody ever did.

We are a rare kind. You (in the general meaning) are either in our world or not... and when you are you love it and when you are not, you miss us. I am sure everyone can feel that. It is just an enormous personality.... and heart.

Perks of Singlehood

Gentle yet constant whirring of the fan, country music plays in the background. Nobody else is in the house at the moment. 
Laptop, cell phone, radio within reach.  Bowl of hot soup, saltine crackers, cafe au lait on bedside table.  5 pillows behind me.  This is the joys of Singlehood. 
I do not HAVE to get up and do anything with obligation as a driving force.  What a nice feeling.

Friends, Lover or NOTHING! I choose!

I totally understand (I think). I have had to cut off friendships because they wanted more and didn't understand I am not willing to put anyone thru trying to be happy with me, when I am still such a work in progress. Friends, Lovers or nothing..... and it isn't always their choice.. however if the choice becomes lovers, that is it...no items left at my house, or reasons to come back... TRUST NOBODY!....with my heart...
I have recently had a guy pass my house at 3 am and then text me mad cuz I had friends over and had not invited him, and this was someone I had never kissed... he just always wanted more...He has been put in his place and now knows if he wants to be in my world at all it will be as friends only.
Another guy (I work at a bar), stays til closing thinking he will go home with me just cuz it happened a few times...
Some people get the concept of "I am single and not looking for more!" But most people think they can be THE one to change my mind. SERIOUSLY? They should listen to me, it would save them time if they looking for MS right. I am only Ms. Right now.,